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eyes like mine

by FhaBlo

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17:10 03:03
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She was a friend of a friend And she had dreams To live her life in salted air And slumber 'neath the wind I was not the same I had no mind for dreams Content to live where I was wrung In time we'd learn to change She spoke to me in song Of all the beauty and the colour in the world How the sky was much more beautiful when greyed with clouds And how the trees were that much prettier once their leaves had gone So she sang, every not she knew And the field were full of sun and skies were blue So she sang, and the universe replied the same tune And the future seemed so bright for life in two To be free To find The sea A life began in sprint Taking risks being reckless living free But 'fore long Began to tire And lost sight if our dreams We settled into life The monotony was pleasant for a while Then with all things repetition Stole away our time A life had passed us by With the curtains closing sooner everyday Now the grey had taken hold And the trees were standing naked in the snow So I sang Every note I knew To the stars and to the heavens Silent behind the moon So I sang And cursed the seas for two If only we had sprinted further still To be free To find The sea
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another day 03:39
Bottle after bottle he was watching the clock She was singing in the kitchen, spinning in her socks She was feeling all the days that lay ahead of her Was it more the same? He married her one June, all told Her family was there, he came alone They buried her in March, once she’d found the strength He left alone, her voice an echo in his head I see empty roads ahead of me Footpath glistens from the rain Nothing more to life but more the same It’s the end, but there’s still another day Till death do us part her life was sold away To be given into motion, that monotonous decay Dreams of summer beaches on the continent were gone She'd learn to live, each day each day each day The Neighbours knew no better, they heard every bruise he made Would they pay the price of silence? Are they guilty all the same? Believers in a judgement they hope to not receive As faith recedes, fear is all they see Bottle after bottle he was watching the clock Fingers twisting twine, pulling tight the knot He'd been feeling all the days that lay ahead of him Was it more the same?
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anne-marie 02:51
Sunlight glowing Golden on the fields of Bohadeen Crystals in the Harbour shimmer silver in the sea A father in the warehouse shifting crates, breaking skin His eyes set on the future of his young girl Ann-Marie Spring blew past his windows and the summer settled in The dog she birthed a litter, and the neighbours took some in Time had moved so quickly he’d forgot how fast they age A boy proposed to Ann-Marie and took his girl away She moved away to London, he had cousins in the docks She’d live above a tailor’s and sell peanuts on the clock Fall would last forever, no more meadows, no more green But he knew he’d have to let go get lost among the weeds Winter came on heavy, the world was white with fear The coldest in an age, most the puppies disappeared Fever took her father, the work became too much ‘fore the daffodils had blossomed he had given up the ghost Nothing quite as sombre as a funeral in Spring She’d ferried from the city, she was back to Bohadeen Sunlight glowing golden on the grass above his grave Sailing home for closer she would have to try again
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Fragile was the snow when winter fell Summer like a distant dream again We'd waded through the fall to find ourselves This empty winter canvas ours to fill I wandered through the trees all draped in white Kneeling to the sky, it's gift of life No sun, no moon, no stars, just blinding blue The ocean of the sky is frozen too He spoke to me, In silver tongues These words Covered in Blue Spring grew down the hills with yellow skin A bitterness had sewn it's sees within In the melting snow his heart went black Regret became of life no turning back We sank below, I grasped Those words Covered in Blue
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set to snow 04:04
Settle in for the night It's set to snow if the wind is right In morning we can head outside Summit hills to cast our eyes Over every ashen inch of ice To breathe the sharp and bitter breeze Make ourselves another memory Jacob rose before the dawn To see his wife off into town To run a bakery Passed down through the family tree In hand a flask of iced caffeine An absent mine, devoutly loved She went off to work Jacob walked the kids to school As a loving dad was want to do The paper read "Two Feet of Snow" A brazen lie, or brainless joke His boy and girl with Sundays lunch Tightly stowed in winter coats Gave dad a hug and dashed to school Arriving home to start the day A legal pad and fountain pen He'd sketch his thoughts A writer of a fiction world To juxtapose his early aspiration He'd compose a fairy tale From his bed Jacob worked up a hankering He'd go to town, to the bakery To fetch bread, under the guise of making lunch To see his wife his true objective He'd bring her flowers from the porch To light the mood Jacob wasn't seen again That mundane life his only wish Cut short by a car adrift The icy roads had seen to it Through ordinary life and death Jacob dreamed of Sunday night A promise made before the white Settle in for the night It's set to snow if the wind is right In morning we can head outside Summit hills to cast our eyes Over every ashen inch of ice To breathe the sharp and bitter breeze Make ourselves another memory
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8.
Someone's singing in that window I can hear her passing by She can't sing in tune but neither can I So I don't mind I feel her words like their my own With gentle melodies that pull me by the soul We'll never meet and yet my heart calls out to know What's your name? Why is yesterday always so magnetic when we write We live the fantasy of memories Our minds fading further from reality And When the sorrow grows within, It takes a song to make us whole again And though the words are not your own Feel the same I fall in love with all the silence Every breath between the words Every note that changes the way I feel I can go and change direction I can force a different life But what's the use in pushing boulders up a hill Just to die And when the monsters of the future Come to bear their fangs at me I'll pass this window and hope to hear you sing And if not I'll sing a song An ode to you To the friend, the company, whose name I never knew

about

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Planetary in the Eye's right hand was a blushing apple, sweating in the morning sun.

Its juices swimming down the grooves of dehydrated fingers, a thin stream carving through a cliff from the damp bog above pooling a reservoir in the pits of the palm.

They had climbed mountains in youth, stared into the darkened depths of glacial lakes (near the house dad was reared in) and imagining the demons that swam in the cold hell below.

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Afraid to abandon that memory the hand lay still collecting the life of this fruit.

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Like the night sky in the days approaching a full moon, shining bright to reflect in the palm and eyes. This lunar fruit was not full though, there was a shadow to its shape.

A bite had been taken when the Eyes first sat down. In this shadow lay a cavern like a gum without teeth, bleeding and rotting between bony nail-less fingers.

Reminding of the dusk before and dawn to come, this apple shone.

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A golden hour came and passed.

The Eyes would have seen had they glanced up from the fruit and out the window.

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Eyes which had forgotten the present, had paused to appreciate the fruit and slipped away from the movement of the world.

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I wrote this project as many disparate projects between three places, all of which I once called home. Even as time slipped by it can be surprising, in hindsight, how cyclical our minds become. Even though many months stood between each track and external pressures seemed to have changed, every sound and every word is stained with the same thoughts, themes, and hazy focus.

These tracks capture the view from my various window perches as I watched the world. The dynamic dance of the strangers on the street, my static perspective, and the fantasy that invaded these eyes.

Eyes like mine.

-FhaBlo

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released March 4, 2022

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